Kindness

The inspiration to reach out to someone in need should come from within. I have been struggling day to day about my future and my goals, what am I studying and is it even worth continuing it? I receive constant criticism based upon my decision to help others- quite ironic I believe. Moving to NYC has shown me that judgements get passed quicker then expected, in my culture at least, when it comes to studying towards a degree thats sets the tone towards the idea that money is not the main source of income for its degree. The main source of income, instead, is a feeling of happiness. The feeling to touch the life of someone else, is probably the most rewarding aspect in regards to studying Nonprofit Management.

The other day I was on the subway and an old man struggled to get on the train. As I looked at all the stronger and taller people around me, who could have easily helped him, I noticed society today is lacking the true kindness individuals should inhibit. Maybe its technology, maybe its the lack of social contact with one another, or maybe its just NYC- the point is, I helped him on and off the train and even made sure he had a place to stand, with his cane in his hand.

Ironically, the night before I was struggling about my decision to pursue this dream I have set forth, one that is giving me such a difficult time because of others judgements (which never used to let me down, but lately it has...). The old man simply looked at me and said "you rejuvenate kindness in NYC, we need more people like you"...

As much as he made it clear that I made his day...I hope he realizes that he helped me strengthen my decision to follow my heart.

I walked off that train with confidence. One can only tell me how much they believe in me, but to me, I need to feel it to believe it. That day, I felt it.