My girl is coming to visit me!!!!! So excited :) Need a piece of home here in NYC <3

Kindness

The inspiration to reach out to someone in need should come from within. I have been struggling day to day about my future and my goals, what am I studying and is it even worth continuing it? I receive constant criticism based upon my decision to help others- quite ironic I believe. Moving to NYC has shown me that judgements get passed quicker then expected, in my culture at least, when it comes to studying towards a degree thats sets the tone towards the idea that money is not the main source of income for its degree. The main source of income, instead, is a feeling of happiness. The feeling to touch the life of someone else, is probably the most rewarding aspect in regards to studying Nonprofit Management.

The other day I was on the subway and an old man struggled to get on the train. As I looked at all the stronger and taller people around me, who could have easily helped him, I noticed society today is lacking the true kindness individuals should inhibit. Maybe its technology, maybe its the lack of social contact with one another, or maybe its just NYC- the point is, I helped him on and off the train and even made sure he had a place to stand, with his cane in his hand.

Ironically, the night before I was struggling about my decision to pursue this dream I have set forth, one that is giving me such a difficult time because of others judgements (which never used to let me down, but lately it has...). The old man simply looked at me and said "you rejuvenate kindness in NYC, we need more people like you"...

As much as he made it clear that I made his day...I hope he realizes that he helped me strengthen my decision to follow my heart.

I walked off that train with confidence. One can only tell me how much they believe in me, but to me, I need to feel it to believe it. That day, I felt it.

New Lesson

I have recently learned, from traveling back and forth from Cali to NYC, that I am a true hater of good byes. I did not normally think saying bye, see you soon would be such a dilemna, even when I say it to those who are not the best of my friends or family. I think just knowing I am leaving, is the idea that sticks in my head, forbidding me to turn my head and say "bye" or "see you later" without letting a teardrop fall for a split second.

Unfortunately, saying good byes are going to be part of my lifestyle for some time now...

Got to make the best of how I spend my time with everyone! <3>

Transitioning...

The process of transitioning to a new life is a difficult one. The idea that we get simple satisfaction out of change, in environment, in people and in life... is what keeps us going. Transitioning when there is no one to help the process, is the most challenging. At times, its only you who can make the process easy.

My transition from So Cal to New York has been a rollercoaster. Of course, New York has been my dream and aspiration for years to come, but one never realizes the impact of accomplishing your dreams until the day has arrived. I am loving the city, the people watching and the new friends I have made. I truly feel this transition has created a stronger, more independent woman in me, but sometimes I cannot help but weaken up and hope for a faster adaptation of my new life.

Music has been my BFF in NYC. Knowing music can save me during any difficult time provides me with some comfort- comfort with its lyrics and beats, beats that keep me dancing in my apartment, in the streets and in dance classes.

I'm so thankful for this opportunity, as everyone should go through a transition in their life- a transition by themselves; one that allows for growth and independence. I am proud of myself and my roommate for leaving our entire lives back in California, a polar opposite of NYC, and developing stronger individuals within ourselves.

=)

6 Weeks into the City

Hello friends!!

Its been over a month since I have blogged about NYC, I'm not much of a writer so I guess I just need inspiration to truly value writing on here lol. Although, I know some of you are interested to find out my experiences so I felt like expressing them today!

Lets see, the various aspects of my new life...

School- Can you say intense? Lol Classes are hard and challenging but I'm loving it! Masters is defn no joke and the amount of reading and lectures is just incredible, but it is definitely worth every penny and the experiences I am gaining out of it I LOVE. The best part of the challenge is knowing that I will truly be prepared to make a difference once I am out.

Zumba/Workingout/Dance- So I have begun to teach Bollywood dance at a local gym in the city (Upper East Side lol) which is exciting! I am looking forward to start teaching Zumba at a couple other gyms I have been hired at! I am so excited because this is what I love and I can make some extra cash in the city!

Roomie Life!- I AM SO GLAD I get along so well with my roomie, we are like long lost friends! It is crazy how close we are and how much we have in common. She loves all my TV shows, like Jersey shore (i know i know), gossip girl, desp housewives, modern family etc. We have been going out and enjoying the city, touring the place and also studying together! Its great :)

So far, NYC has been a great experience. I defn miss cali and the weather back home, i really miss my family, the beach, in n out, my friends, the weather, my zumba classes etc! Its a different lifestyle here and its going to take some time to get used to. My goal for the next few weeks is to take an African dance class! I'm so excited for whats to come and hope to visit everyone during thanksgiving!

Love you all!!

Back to Blogging in the NYC

Hey My Bloggers,

My first day at NYC was great! I am so inspired by the New School, milano because it truly takes the most dedicated and passionate change makers around the country into one room. I have never felt so sure of a decision and so glad to have left a place that treated us wrong. Knowing that my fellow classmates have been through these situations in other organizations and want to change it for the better- made me feel a belonging to the school.

NYC is going to be touch- I miss Cali already. I defn miss the driving and the beach but I do love it out here. I am looking for a place the live at the moment- when that is settled, I can breathe! I just want to start blogging and uploading photos so I can remember these 2 years of NYC in my life history. A fresh change and a positive start- moving towards the better and cherishing my friends, family and those I will never forget back in Cali.

Keep looking- more will come!!